Hm.

I really don't know how I feel about going to Howard anymore. I really think homeschooling would be better for me right now. The only things holding me back are; I won't have a graduation, and that's a big deal. Ever since the first day of Freshmen year that's all I've been looking forward to. And if I'm having such a hard time now socially, when I want to become a hair dresser it's going to be a lot harder, since instead of facing my problems, I ran from them. 
I'm trying hard to be nicer, but everyone has these fixed opinions that I'm a b-word and I'm always in a bad mood, yet these are the people who never tried to get to know me. I'm almost never in a bad mood. I hate how if you're a girl, and you're not extremely hyper, ditzy, and always laughing means you're a b-word and in a bad mood. Actually, I am happy, but I'm not going to broadcast this all over the classroom and hallway. And if I don't think somethings funny; I won't laugh. Simple as that. I hate these stereotypes Howard has built for people.
Blah, I don't like highschool. I'm hoping this is just Sophomore year, and things will get better Junior year, if not.. I'll probably do dual enrollment at CGTC, and hopefully get a head start on College.